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My smile fell.
My face turned three shades paler than it already was.
My stomach twisted into knots.

"I've been wanting to tell you for a while now. I wanted to wait for, you know, a better moment." He paused and looked at the busy house. "But, I don't think I could've gone another day without saying it."

I felt like crying. The lump in my throat rose and I even almost let out a whimper.

Alex looked at me, his breath visible in the cold air.
I could tell he was nervous.
He sighed and nodded.
"You don't have to say it." he said sadly.

"No!" I choked. "I-Uh-I mean-I love you too."
The words just spilled out of my mouth.
I looked up at him, a lopsided grin plastered on his face.
I smiled a small smile before being pulled into…

:P
Kidding...obviously.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I'm helping my mom make fruit salad for the Thanksgiving dinner tonight. Yuum.

I'm thankful for everything I have.
Especially you Buzznetters.
I'm thankful for the friends I have on here.
And for my readers! (:
(Updates soon I promise)

Things are looking up (oh finally)...for me. :P
(Thought I'd throw some Paramore (whos new music video is pretty rad) in here.)
And I'm very very thankful for that.

I really do love you guys. (:
Stay classy Buzznet.
<3

What are you thankful for?

I got one! :D
To keep me busy (:
I started a 365 day post thing...today.
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Follow my blog on there! And I'll follow yours!
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Updates soon! Promise (:
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School got out. It was finally winter break.
Stress-free and fun? I think not.
I was put on a mission to ruin things between me and Alex by hooking up with his/my best friend.

"One of my friends is having a party tonight. I'll pick you up at 8?" Alex leaned on the side of my car.
"And what if I'm busy?" I raised my eyebrow.
"What are you plans tonight?" he smirked.
I rolled my eyes and smiled.
"So, I'll pick you up at 8." he smiled back.
"Fine."
He kissed my lips before I got in my car.

I got home and walked into the house.
Mom was sitting on the couch, giggling next to some guy.
I rolled my eyes. Here we go again.
I was actually suprised how long it took for her to find some…

Alex's POV

I woke up the next morning, not at all used to the empty space beside me.
No small body in my arms. No scent of Garnier Fructis shampoo. No Clare.
She really left me this time.

I sat up, fighting back the headache from last night's drinks.
I walked into the bathroom and popped an Advil before walking downstairs.

"What the fuck?" I muttered as I walked into the living room. Jack was sitting on the couch watching 'Family Guy'.
"What the hell are you doing here bro?" I yawned.
"To pick up Clare. We were going to get wedding gifts for Joe and Jenna."
My eyes widened. "Oh." I choked.
"She still sleeping?" he asked.
"She's...not here." I chewed on my lip.
"Why not?" Jack furrowed his eyebrows.
I…

I hesitated as I extended my finger towards the doorbell.
I dropped my hand...again.
Maybe I should just sleep in my car. Maybe I could go to a cheap motel.
I bit my lip. It's pretty sad when you have to think twice about asking your best friend for help.

"Okay." I said to myself.
I lifted a shakey finger and pressed the button. Seconds later the door opened.

He answered the door. An expected confused look washed over his face. He leaned against the door frame.

"Clare." He said, obviously surprised it was me.

"Hey Charlie." I smiled sheepishly. I could feel the awkward tension. Now how was I going to ask him if I could temporarily live with him?

He peered behind me, looking at my suitcase. The look on his face…

Clare Jordan

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Main character. (You'll learn more about her later)

Charlie Brookes

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Clare's (former) best friend.

Alex Gaskarth

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Clare's ex-boyfriend.

He's done it again. What was I doing wrong?
Was I not pretty enough?
Was the sex not good enough?
Were 2 years of my life not good enough?
Did he even mean "I love you." ?
It didn't matter anymore.
Alex Gaskarth made his way into my life.
Then he tore it apart.
My friends. My family.
I couldn't play his games anymore.
I had to quit them.
I had to leave him, even though it hurt to do so.

Well??? I need feedback lovies!! Lot's of it! Title suggestions? Pleeease!? <3